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Friday, March 31, 2006

All Co"s"mic Moments : Just Awhile!

I know it seems amatuerish but i really did try..and i know its not much but i just want u to know i love u so much!!!

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3/31/2006 12:53:00 AM


Saturday, March 25, 2006

EveryDay And EveryThing

Well i just woke up after spending the night wit my buds..we just caught a movie and thrashed talked..nothing spectacular but it was fun though..Well i had the weirdest dream last night and man it was freaky ( dun worry i wont scare ppl by telling u all ..only BBangel know!!) . But enough about me.. Cheers to singapore table tennis double teams winning the gold,silver,bronze at the recent commonwealth games.. someting i must say we should all be proud to represent. (But honestly i didnt think india or england should prove much challenge, wait till china brings it on!!( well honestly china is good at table tennis)(right or not BbAngel!!))

Anyways i was shopping for items on sbtg recently and bought like 3 shoes from him.. one of them i m customizing (with great regret cuz of my lack of skill) ..and the other is brilliant..but the last one i jus filled for a report on incomplete delivery of items..Man i tried to get the dude on 3 different days and he did not reply me..in the end i reported him for not sending me the custom box..i know it sounds petty but me having to pay tat much for that with out the custom box by sbtg is just not worth it... Darn Box!!!(hmmm..box looks like a nother word rite BbAnge?)

Well BbAngel i kjnow ya out but just wanto to tell u i miss ya so u silly billy lemon pie sugar pumkin orange county "sweet as a tart" sweet heart!!!
Well look at my kicks i custom but be warn it is not advisorable for children below 12!!!



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3/25/2006 11:29:00 AM


Wednesday, March 22, 2006

MY ANGEL IN THE SEAttle: I Love With U http://www.deviantart.com/view/9836777/

Basically.. I nvr felt like i dun need you or ever not want you, on the contary i do very much. The words i speak are sure as fire that i tan zhi han never once stop loving you.. The thought of your voice and the look on your face have got me goin for so long and would u think that it will stop.? stop it shall not for even when i was in america i wanted you every singel day.. And when i got back needed you every singel moment..And in my life i was destined to have you in every beat of my heart..I love you i do and do to you..for i haven once though other wise.. All i wanted was to love you to hold you to need you to want you.. to grow old with you to drink a cup of coffee in the cold winter with you.. to hold your hands when your in the hospital and to accept the need for laskas from penang in 2am in the morning.. to hear your ren xing and to take your silliness.. to hold and to have to love and behold better or worst and to be foreve bounded.. I would never think once that i could be with out u and i dun wan to lose this battle.. the battle you wan to pull away but i wan to be towards.. i far nothing in this life except for losing you and if i am not consumed by the forces of fear which will power my will, i will nvr have or deserve you.. I learn that no matter how far i m you always lingle in my breathe my mind my heart.. from the taste of my soul i have been nothing but u. and you of me.. And losing myself is not something i will have.. I may be selfish but i am damn proud to be .. i wan you to my self and i will..

I am sorry and i am wrong.. but i will nvr go down with out a fight..a fight for you..for i will fight all the demons that plague our relationship and i want them all out.. i dont wan to play this games of ice and misses i have had to much with out my baby gal..any more would be to much.. baby honestly how can i not love you.. You are like my baby girl my soul pillar my heart contend-tor my physical fluffy bear.. baby i can not help but love you and you know.. I look at your words with only heart and make your words gold.. have i taken you for granted yes i have and i been doin nothing but back tracking nothing but thinking how to be wit you or even making it wit you..though i might be busy i work hard to be with you and i know its not enough but i am willing to make it work.. if i have to love you 74 hrs a day i will and how that comes i dun care i can cause i am your han.. i came far and all i ahve ever done is love you my way .. and so,etimes it may not be right but i think you might be tired of chance giving but i am not tired of following through wat i say.. from my emotional talk s to my mind less babble.. all is for you .. and i may be preaching some times but you are just so hypnotic with my heart.

I am not sweet any more for i am not.. only my lies are.. and ever word i say to you are through and i guess all the truth is not as sweet.. i guess i will nvr be the one you want..but all i really wan is you.. i can not let the only person i share the world go.. you may never see the moon burst or see the sun dim or even a memory but if i had a hand a piece of cut board and two strings i will make it happen.. baby i am silly and lame in front of you and yet so different to others , why?? why are you the only one.. why are you the only one i let guide me.. the only one i depend on .. its cause you are special..special than any one else.. special to me.. i know i'll nvr find one that will appreciate me and make me feel this way.. i dun wan to go on another day with out you and thats way i am telling you wats on my heart..filled with bad english and in audilble words.. i just want to be with you i wan you to be the one i be with my whole life..so i dun worry bout the ppl that bring us down along our way.. your mum for example..i m not scared of her as i know we are stronger than that and when it comes to push maybe thats how i truly know i learn to appreciate you all over again but i always pull through.. i will be your marty as long as you can survive.. i will be your han ..my silly girl

Your mum may be there and you think its hard you think its impossible.. but i say as long as keep trying i will know i will hear your voice from time to time.. i feel the xing xuan and i know u nvr felt it but thats how i know i need you so.. when my heart hurts i feel it.. i feel i it deep inside and i am like a flower wither and dying..hoping of my sun.. hoping for the one that is the best..hoping for you.. hoping you will be next to me when i wake up.. hoping i will not lose you but worrying i have..maybe in the end the only thing of beauty i can have is temperary and all i can hold are the few droplets of rain that is your life with my hand.. but some how i try and i try.. some how i feel your more than just a being or soemthing your everyhting transcending every thing in my life and all my pain are just a passing.. baby u are my nirvana to the divine light.. i dont know why i feel so much junk coming out of me and i dun know why you mean so much to.. why i know that in my life if i lose you i would have lost everything.. its like one day i woke up knowing my purpose in life is to take care of you.. to make sure your life is full of smiles and your house full of lv s.. i dun wan other happiness i dun wan anything else.. i wan you and i wan to appreciate you.. make my cakes and see you smile.. carry you all around and fall so u will not hurt or jus to make you smile.. i havent understood life till i met you and that is to have some one to love.. al the movies of ppl protecting their love one or putting them so strongly in their mind i finally realize.. your beautiful and in my heart your the beauty that kills the beast.. you are soul to the stars that will light my life, your the heart i have that beats.. your the reason tat i see.. your the reason i am me.. and i love you..

Why would i take your words and jump even when i m afraid of heights..why would i let you win every time and yet smile and let you say i m crazy.. its cuz given love you would do the same.. like the times you took my smell in your room to my singing..I know you think wat your mum say is impt but i worry it is nothing but words but i know that it is impt.. and i know that its impt to your mom..impt to u and impt to me.. and i wan it for my self i wan you for my self.. i wan all and i wan your mum to be my mum in law.. i wan to have a baby girl with you and spoil her and spoil her( but less than you off course).. your my lao puo and the ring i gave you means that to me.. your the only girl that has an ring from me and the only one that has me goin down on one knee.. why would i wan to be you cuz your nothign but wonderful.. you have grown so much since i know you .. from your friendliness to the cariness of a little girl.. to the way you win your parents over.. some how i have lag behind you but i knowthough i might not be that good any more.. i will one day come back.. i fear not the present nor the future but wat i will do.. and wat i will do is bring my self up .. my self up so i can have you.. its fact...

baby all in all from the hardness of my soul to the warm heart u created i m all you.. all yours wanting you and needing you ..hoping you would read all i write and all i know and that is one day your my mrs tan.. and one day our son or daughter will be called alexander/maire.. and that my credit card will have a supplementary card with your name on it that you will burn..all in all i know one thing you are to me.. from being my bed's mistress to my heart's priestess.. is that you are my angel..

P.s This is A random babbling of my heart and i love u so much baby girl i cant be with out u my silly girl
baby i nvr said anything to seem far or distant.. or is it the words i never said. For i believe ever sound i whisper is nothing but good tidings..I never thought you were any lesser or put blame on u when ever there is misdemeanors . All i been is but the provider..prudently providing a perchant of peace and place. I nvr knew some where i lost u. I nvr knew you mean so little to me till u spoke such words for i nvr knew i value something so great so little.. I nvr knew cuz i never felt that way but when its present i suppose you hold it that way. I may not think so but i will learn, learn from a mistake i will not make or have actually mistaken..

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3/22/2006 12:41:00 AM


Saturday, March 18, 2006

MY CREATION ..Wah Ha Ha
The Manifesto
The Subject

The Lab
The Operating Equipments My New Bape Jacket
I loVe u Baby Girl!!!Muack


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3/18/2006 11:05:00 PM


Friday, March 17, 2006

Missing my han..

Well,haven't been blogging here or rather i haven't been blogging much at all recently...coz of my finals and all...i'm so glad that there won't be any 7.45am class anymore...YEAH BABY!!hahaha..anyways,baby,i was thinking of changing the skin of this blog..what do you think??what abt that campbells one??:)damn,what is with us or you and food??hahaha..always choosing a food skin for your blog...hmm...there isn't many pics on your blog so i guess i'll just put some pics up randomly,like my 3 pups, polar, angel and baby(other one that is)..hehehe..and say,another photo from some mag??hmm..o well,i guess that should do for now...i know its a big day for you and your friends now,so,da jia yao jia you o!!Though,i can't believe an old woman can make everyone that busy:)hehehe..sorry baby...you know me...crudely putting it she is an old lady with alot of power i know...but nonetheless,an old lady...an old lady who steals my han han away from me...i miss you so much baby!!


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3/17/2006 06:53:00 PM


Tuesday, March 07, 2006









Ode to my Only

Lock the keys and silence the noise
all kept whole in a place full of ice
dark in the depths of my lives
two it holds sweet at the knifes
knifes held by self demise
Pleasure it serves is pure divine
But why it cause us to be blind
Cause sight is what is in the mind
I see love in the eyes of mine
Mine, fine and in time
Her ,Ms and Mrs., Mine!
Can I be inane tonight?
No I shan’t because I can’t
For my baby is Yvonne pang

i love you u silly girl!!

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3/07/2006 10:22:00 AM


Saturday, March 04, 2006

Post from B.G

Hhmm..i think i should stop posting these entries for abit,or i guess i'll gross han's friends out...hahaha...anyways,thanks ppl for putting up with me...hahaha...even though technically this isn't my blog,but i'm helping han to keep it active...i'm also running out of stuff to write cause finals are in 2 wks...hahaha...so take care all!!:)

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3/04/2006 07:22:00 PM

Han's 3rd blog...

Sunday, March 06, 2005

hey good morning baby girl.!
ya still asleep i know cause u slept at 6.. really sorry and i have to say i really appreciate it. With me goin on and off the phone u r really patient and understanding.and i love ya for it.I want to say thanks too. =.p

Hey i'll be gone for only a few days and i'll be back soon,but my sis is coming so i got to figure something out.by the way i hope u done ya maths and work hard k.i'll always be there even when i m not, i know u dun understand it but its part of the mystery of love,u'll know when ya away

baby i miss ya so,and u know so.so dun ask cause i will, its like asking if i eat bread or if my heart beats or whether i want to kiss u.I always will.Anyways i'll call ya soon so dun worry.loving u loads is the boy from infantry.MUacKK

Well i hope u'll miss me,aniwae I LOVE YOU (pls remember for at least a day k.) thx muack.hahaha

Note to Han: i can't believe its been a yr since you passed out...hahaha...and yet i have to say this,i love you more than ever now:)

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3/04/2006 07:19:00 PM

Blogs from my love...(han)

Saturday, February 12, 2005

"More than anything, the key to compatibility with a romantic partner is whether our stories match. To change the pattern of our relationships, we must become conscious of our love stories, seek people with compatible tales, and replot conclusions that aren't working for us."

This part of the article was from yahoo.http://health.yahoo.com/centers/relationships/221

Anyways hope ya sleeping well now.Well i just wan to say i miss ya loads my silly girl and today u were completely amazing..haha.. just playing..baby girl muack..Hey wats ya love story btw?
And i actually dun really have one,i just know i'll meet this girl and we'll love each other loads and be those couples that when normal see us together they'll puke,cause we are so god damn sweet.(sorry for my language)When we grow old we'll be still as sweet then i'll look at u with my wrinkled face and tell u " I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL".i dun really have much of a plan other than the fact to let us live happy and us being a good couple,the sweet one,the loving one and of course the passionate one.You know those that say "i love u dear, no i love u more , no I LOVE U more plus one" and then they hug or kiss or ***..haha..I mostly aim for the simply type of love and not the deep one.But at the end of the day we both know that"ill never find some one i'll ever love more and i'll never let u go"

well enough of silliness just wan to say baby girl i'll never leave u and i know i can never give u assurance on a physical plane but i wan to slowly show u tat u can put faith in me,and i know its hard but let me try?can?Baby girl i know u like to plan and stuff but i have to tell u that the path of love is a winding and unpredictable road and no amount planning can ever set it straight,and at the end of the day its the faith we have that keeps us together.As u know love is wild unpredictable and yet so beautiful,as beautiful as u.

I m tony tan,aged 18 , male, in the army and happily in love.END

Thats my Story On Love - Part I (the beginning to the end)MUACK !!!

Note to han: I have to say contrasting from last year to this year, we have matured alot haven't we??hahaha...and i guess no body in the world will ever understand the way we interact with each other,and no one will ever understand why i'm so mean to you sometimes or all the time (infront of other ppl)..hehehe...but...i know you do and have been...i can never find anyone in this world that's as compatible as you are to me, nor will i find anyone in the world that will love me as much as you do...

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3/04/2006 07:12:00 PM

Han's second blog from last yr..

IT MIGHT BE YOU - Stephen Bishop
Time, I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly
Wishing there could be someone
Waiting home for me

Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face

Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake and there's so much love to make

I think we抮e gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
No one's ever heard before

Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you and I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life

It's you, it's you I've been waiting for all of my life
Maybe it's you
Maybe it's you I've been waiting for all of my life

Hey baby girl , well i'll leave it to u to guess what this song means.I m not saying but i think u get the idea right??Well I LOVE YOU

The Beautiful Dream
I lay awake upon the evening stars
feeling the gaze of the moon up far
listening to the words my heart thus ask
uttering strong "where is my tart!"(han,this better be a mistake!!:)
For in my soul i m missing her so
and in my mind she is divine
divine to my everything
cause i need her so
and now i m tony with out my V
tears are rolling with out me
eyes open violently
and suddenly i seem to see
right beside me,there's she
my Baby
my only
holding me so homely
beneath the stars with my one and only
never letting her go cause i'm her souly
And kissing good night to my sleeping beauty

hey baby girl how have u been.Have u been resting enough??well i know u have been working hard and u been stressed.So u better be resting hard to k.Well baby girl in army every thing physical i can take but its just tiresome to the mind,and i think they are brain washing us..arghhhhh..help help. just kidding.Mainly i half way through my army and soon i'll be out of the basic.Can't wait.

Well it chinese new year now and just be4 they let me back the cute my hair again.Can u believe it??well do u remember how i look with hair?

anyways i have to say i miss u so much in the army, and after entering the army there is one thing i really learn.I can not do with out u.I can not do with out ya love and i can not do with out loving u.For all the nights i lay there thinking of u and all the days i run with u in my mind.
IN short I mISS YOU BABy Girl .HAppy Chinese NEw YEar

Note to han: Come to think about it, we've come a long way haven't we...and i have to say,your still the best and the sweetiest...ANLG...

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3/04/2006 07:06:00 PM


Thursday, March 02, 2006

Baby's First blog for me!!!:)

Han's First blog entry for me!!!:)

Sunday, January 23, 2005

well wat can i say bout v that i haven't said be fore..Well she's as sweet as a sweet dipped in honey and covered in sugar..as cute as anarmy of very cute hamster or dogs and she sounds like a angel when she speaks( and when she's down with the cold, she sounds so very sexy)...hahah..mainly if u dun think v is the most beautiful girl in the world u better wake up yr idea.. cause she is ..hahah
and i love her..muack muack..
haha and shes the one that is prettier..and i m not the other one.

Xanga

hey baby girl.. u be the first to be reading this sit so i hope u like it..honestly when ya not around i realy feel like holding that boaster..but mainly for every moment i am here with out u i can't help but think of u.. u complete me... and utterly engulf my essence.. u have so much so become my air my ground my everything.. i know this sounds cheesy but when u love u like i do.. u won't care.. i am head over heels for u.. adn i will love u for now and always.. muack muack.. love ya V

P.S. Shall post one up everyday till there is none left..hehehe...but the webby will be given later..

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3/02/2006 07:57:00 PM


My sweet baby's small surprises...

My sweet baby's (Han) small surprises...

Everytime You Cry

Never before have I seen you look so blue
I can't find a cure and nothing comforts you
The light at the end of the tunnel
Doesn't shine at the end of the day

Everytime you cry
Save up all your tears
I will be your rainbow
When they disappear
Wash away the pain
'Til you smile again
I will be the laughter in your eyes
Every time you cry

Time has a way of wounding what has healed
What can I say? I know just how you feel
Your soul is dark and troubled
Like a river running wild

Everytime you cry
Save up all your tears
I will be your rainbow
When they disappear
Wash away the pain
'Til you smile again
I will be the one who dries your eyes
Every time you cry

Well, you know that's what I'm here for
I will give you when you need more
There will be no hesitation
I will reap no reward

I love you just for you baby girl ..muack

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3/02/2006 07:56:00 PM