Fire And Ice Poem lyrics of Fire And Ice by Robert Frost. Some say the world will end in fire; Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To know that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice.
Baby doll what have u been up to..anyways dave and brian left and i am missing u so.. well we didnt have fun we jus chatted.. i wish u were with me and that would be so much nicer, i could kiss cuddle and love u till i am full.. i wan u so much and i miss u even more.. i guess its some times good medicine to miss u but guess to much of a good thing is bad..and i sent u an email hoping it will help so do tell me.. u havent exactly tell me wat yr odin tomolo and i am not sure but i hope u get me and i love u so much more.. the infection makes me kinda weak or tired but i am trying to stay awake..and man i am not sure whether it works but i wan to go back to work on monday and get back the dollars..anyways i think tomorrow i wont be doing much except spend time with u as i said i would.. caus ei wan to spend time with u..hope u becareful when ya there.. and i think of nothing but u.. man i hope whistlers is so cold so u have to stay in side to spend time with me but i also hope u have fun thats why they say love is an love hate relationship filled with the wan and the let go..Its a game of give and take and baby girl i hope u enjoy the poem above it talks about the fire of man and the fire of flame, bout the cold of ice and the chill of the heart.. it is about life yet he only talks a bout death.. i find it poetic and beautiful like u but if i where to choose like robert frost i would rather die in btw your.....anyways call me to ask and i miss u so much.. when u reach home tell me k i wan to know and baby is your com core 2 duo or core duo.. anyways han han loves u and wants u back asap.. think about it jus a few more weeks and u'll be back thought in two weeks u can return to me but at least the three week of waiting u'll be having fun in japan.. hey if u can find me a cheap mp4 player that can display english help me buy i'll pay u back.. cause i need a gadget for my songs and videos and to bring around when i need to travel.. in singapore that is somehting i need but i guess when i am there i'll be like hwo u treat your ipod.. cause u jus live to near.. u dun commute thats why u dun need it..come think of it.. i guess i jsu need my lap top so its okay.. but if u see some cool stuff jus tell me k.. take phots whit ya cam than i make some video or some thing.. anyways i love my baby so much and i miss u even more.. have fun while boarding and i wonder how it feels like..cant really imagine cause i havent done any but maybe its like skate boarding.. hmm but i am only mediocre at it.. but if it is like skis than maybe i can be okay.. well hope i can go to whistler to cause i do like snow .. cause u are like snow, white and pure and extremely cold..and fun to.... anyways get me k my darling girl muack.!!!!!! nitez
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11/25/2006 01:27:00 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Third Of Cold's Reluctant Warmt:
They said all is nothing Nothing at all Void filling spaces Or spaces for all The gap in between He,she,you and me Energy binding every tree Forces working in me Care and concern seems the key The key within me Through your soul it will be Like a flood in between thee Rushing,wrapping our glee Charging,splashing we But nothing seems to be The snow of fall The sun of Winter The heart within all Most importantly You and Me Never Inversely I Love Thee
Fortune befalls on thee who remembers, not one but two and three, words intoxicatingly,meaning depth even you can see,twenty more than twenty me, sounds like something within thee,doth the counters on the numbers,be it where we see.
Anyways baby girl i hope u do well on the slopes and do becareful..plus i'll help u with the research tomolo k..i got time and than u can pass up on friday right?? anyways u have till thanks giving holiday finishes.. anyways i really miss u dun u know.. i hope u do and the above is a riddle..and hope u crack it.. i love u baby .. muack!!! Plus man the medi make me sleepy@! !@#!
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11/23/2006 10:43:00 PM
Robert Frost: Literally Frozen
First of The snow fall:
The journey with me Is not one of three The destination we take Only death can we make The time we would take Can never be an estimate For hearts we would break Resulting to never being awaken Both sharing the love We both had made Knowing which An oath i'll never break Wishing though That you would take the cake The sweet surrender I hope i can initate For words spoken I make no mistake For death till us part Tony Tan will never quake Or has Yvonne Pang Already made the .....
Second of The Winter's Orb:
Chills flows as the wind blows The snows fall as the tinder grows The arms are big and your eyes does glow So my kisses can be tender if you dun leave forever My heart will grow if you be even fonder For my love does know My touch does grow Slick and slender with time forever Only one night in december The only time in the year Where the lights seem brighter My dear is hot as ever Crude but please remember Its one time in decemeber The world must see its splendor The girl i'll hold with glamor In a land full of snow and clamor Boarding on with out a whisper She'll be in Wisla And i'll miss her hoping to be with her
Board On baby girl!!! I'll miss you so much.. i hope you will remember me and do continue to read k my baby.. i hope u enjoy what i wrote..
Missing you fr baby boy...And if u dun get it imagine me and you in from of a fire...in the cold winter's night...
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11/23/2006 12:20:00 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Missing Han...
Things have been crazy lately, but I guess mostly have been resolved. On the other hand, things that are not resolved will either be left alone, and changing the future path or just learning to look at it in a different day. Anyways, I'm thankful that I have han all by my side.
Anyways, hope han get's well and his coping well with his work:) XXXX Well,I'd better start packing soon for Whistler. I will be back on Sat:)
P.S. Happy B'day han!!XXXXhope you have an enjoyable one too, so so so so so sorry I can't be there for you:( Will miss you!!
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11/22/2006 12:17:00 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
SCB - Super Crappy Bore X-mas is not christmas Hmmm...as all of u might have heard.. the christms bells are ringing and even before that u could hear all the songs of christmas have already rung in..Now does any body else think that there is some thing wrong..honestly i dun so.. i have never been absorbed in the christmas spirits of "not gifts and is for the birth of christ".."give thanks"....yadadada..thats nice to hear but honestly i like christmas for the songs,the gifts, the people..the atmosphere(plus the turkey with cranberry)..i mean it.. I dig christmas for the songs!!I dig X-mas not christmas..come on tell me u dun think that the songs are not good..just think about it.."have yr self a merry little christmas","silent night","i saw mummy kissing santa claus"..(classics man except that i wouldnt kiss santa claus..unless bb is my miss claus).. I have a christmas tree wrapped in gold and i m not even christian,i have a christmas party year to year and i give gifts for christmas..(i recieve to) i like x-mas cause it jus feels good being cope up with the atmosphere the whole of singapore has..it feels good jus to celebrate x-mas in the name of all my loved ones n jus to celebrate them..i love x-mas..i love commercial bullshit cuase it makes me feel good..i like to hang out with my friends and get crazy..(&ilike2doit2!!)
aNyways recently i jus got a job at Standard Charted Bank as a account temp,at first it was all flare than i realize it was a really demanding job cause i have to do almost every thing, from the mail to the spoilt stamp to the scanning to every thing..man on the first day i even went up to the stores to hunt down old records..its like dumpster diving but with paper..and the tech is so old i need to scan info that is left on film..man that is like 1970s..but i guess life like tat for 7.50..( i do hope its that or i'll kill some one(plus need money for tcup CC 4 bb))..it 7..50 singapore by the way..and goin on line to check the minimum wage in USa, realizing it is more than wat i take and tat is (I need to report to some one)!932&&#@^&!.. (baby i will ja you k)
None the less, when u have a job u do it well..and a few jabs of coke would also help.. cause in my office there is free vending of drinks which is almost to good to be true.. so right now i have a few options..either drink my weight in coke or work like i m a retarded teddy bear..( some like squrriels better but i say they work even faster retarded)..
will say tat untill i work a full week i can bitch more so will continue next week!!!
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11/18/2006 04:54:00 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Murky future...
VoN:
The future is looking better after speaking to my mom on the phone. It seems that she has agreed too that 1mth+ to 3 mths in France would be a better idea, for I'm only doing that for an experience. Also, she has agreed that despite the university that my school has approved, since its in the suburb that its no pt in going there (regardless of the credits involved). Furthermore, I don't have to worry abt my graduation now since my mom as given me the "nod". YEH!!Hahaha. So that's that.
On the other hand, I still have my minors to think abt: French, International Studies, and Int'l economy in developing countries. I guess for now, I'll leave french aside considering the fact that I'm just fufiling my major requirements. For In't studies I might take it as there are a few cross-overs to my major. What I'm really worried abt is In't economy in developing countries (one where I know would help me alot in future) but since my mom thinks that this minor would be good for my transcripts I guess I'll give it a goal once I get the details on it. I'm assuming these minors would put me back on my actual graduation quite abit, but we'll see.
Next, I intend to either go to law school after this or work for two years before going into it. No, I don't intend to be a lawyer but I think having a back ground in International Law would be really useful for me, as I intend to either work in the UN (or other organizations) or some ambassy. So, I won't take the "bar" nor will I have to take as long as other law students. Or the other option is that I'll take it during my grad school or after, which will most probably be in NY then. None is for sure yet, but I'll take things as they come I guess. One thing that will be off my list I guess would be honors, as there's not much point in doing that if I were to do these:)
Although these are still in the process and still murky it seems to be getting clearer, which makes me a happy person!!HAHAHA.
P.S. Han, yes yes I do know what I want to do but I'm just deciding which would be the best for me!!GGRRRR. HUMPT! And I know I do keep changing my decisions frm time to time but isn't uni about searching for what you really want all abt?? DOUBLE HUMPT!
Interesting fact #1: For those of you who knows Costco (the world's 4th or 5th biggest retail company) earns its profit from its membership fees a woping 80+% of its total profit!! Just to add in a fact that each member fee is only US$45. The products sold in these warehouses are only put up 14-15% of its actual price. I'm sorry, but this strategy really amazed me so I'd thought that I should share with all.
Interesting fact #2: The popularity in Starbucks did not start in Seattle, but in fact, it started in ITALY, MILAN!! Hahaha. (In all seriousness, the quality of Starbucks is really going down. You can't seem to enjoy a good cup of coffee there anymore. *sigh*).
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11/15/2006 01:53:00 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
In an state of Unknown...
VoN:
I'm hating this feeling of unknown and is driving me crazy!!GGRRR. No, this is not on my relationship (not you baby han!) but on my future. This is way bigger than relationship (sorry baby han...but it is:) But I still love ya!!:) ). I just changed my major again, from the initial business major (finance, which is what han wants to do now, strange. Hahaha.) to international studies- politics and finally Political science!! Yes yes, I'm not going to change anymore or I'll end up graduating way later than I'm supposed to, although it is later than it is already considering my minors:) *sigh*
Anyways, I'm totally worried abt my minors now although I haven't declared it yet. Initially, I was thinking of minoring in French and International studies (coz with just a class or two I'll be able to Minor). But now..GGRRR.. I'm totally interested in minoring "economics in developing countries"!!! Considering the fact that I'm thinking of working in the UN or any ambassies. GGRR. Also, I was thinking of taking a minor in econs as it would allow me to go law school if I intend to do so for grad school. GGRRR...AAAHHHH.. All these contradictions!!and all these time involved is driving me crazy!!! On the other han, I might no need half of these classes as I'll be going to grad school!! AAAHHH...TOTALLY HATE THE UNKNOWN!!(For those of you who know me, know that I'm totally organized) ITS PISSING ME OFF!!
Worst, I'm thinking of studying abroad for either a semester or quarter in France (Paris of coz). But if I were to take a semester it will further slow down my graduation!!(due credits involved in transferring). Thus, now I'm deciding upon if I should do it in the first place or just take a quarter in France. Damn it! Han, what do you think I should do? Any opinions guys? I'll be more than happy to hear other opinions as I'm in desperate need of help and opinions now. The worst thing is that I'm now a Junior!! and will be graduating soon!!GGRRR...DAMN THE ideology on "College is the time for searching for yourself!!" DAMN that saying!!*sigh*.
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11/14/2006 03:17:00 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
Am I really making myself more complicating than I really am?
VoN: The saying that people don't show their true self in order to protect ourselves can easily be rebutted by a simple if you can't accept yourself who can? I ponder on this answer that hit me and wondered if what I kept so deeply in me had such a simple answer. Everything became so clear but what I realized is, I'm actually caught in between. Should I let go of that skeptical past that I hold? Or am I really not accepting myself for who I am and am so afraid to be hurt by their critism that i would be so vulnerable once others saw who I really am.
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11/13/2006 03:03:00 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Opinion POLL!!
VoN:
My boy said this: "I'M SHY and CONSERVATIVE". For those who knows him plz do reply in the tagboard, would love your honest opinion! Coz I seem to have the opposite. HAHAHAHA.
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11/12/2006 04:35:00 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
Quote of the DAY!!
VoN:
"I hate cute guys,cute guys hate me." - By a friend:)
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11/10/2006 07:53:00 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Anniversary.., And...CONGRATS TO ALL ON THEIR ORD'ING!!!
VoN:
Its the time of the year again where I go BROKE BROKE BROKE!!hahaha:) To kick it off I have our anniversary (HAPPY 2ND ANNI HAN...although it just feels like we've been together for only a mth, strange..) then I have your B'day!!!which I know you'll be spending it with your friends, but I do hope that I'll be the first to wish you that, and to end off the year we have Christmas!!O joyful joyful broke Christmas:) Hahahaha. Love you to bits han, which makes me broke to bits. *sigh*. Anyways, still I do have to say that I absolutely LOVE CHRISTMAS!! Hmmm. strange that this yr I didn't manage to be the first one to wish you anni although I was in class, and neither did you (what does this mean? *trying to shake off the idea* guess we're all busy:) ) O well. Hmm.. Its going to be veterans day this friday!!YEH!!!NO CLASSES!!hahaha:) Alright alright let us remember those who died in the wars then, it is sad but...sorry, I still feel happy over my extra day off!!hahaha. Thanksgiving is coming soon too which means I'll be hitting the slopes again!!I have to say that I absolutely HATE the drive there, but I definately love the snowboarding!!hahah:) Let's hope that we'll have pretty good snow this year:) Anyways, I'm off to bed now!!hahaha. so bye all!!
P.S. Hope all that has ORDed is having a great time!!:) and congratulations to all!!especially han!!
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11/08/2006 05:49:00 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Sweetest Thing
Its for u to listen to song ..
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11/04/2006 03:33:00 AM
Jigoku Shojo 2nd season OP
Its the Girl In the Kimono!
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11/04/2006 03:32:00 AM
Baby i was goin through the net and i found this photo of an anime character and some how it feels like u.. the china doll cut and the way the kimono flows..its all u and i jus felt that u would like to wear this one day.. and honestly i would like u to wear it to.. cause when we got to japan one day i wan to be with u in a yukata and u be in a kimono.. some how i dun know why but i think u look great in a kimono ( not to mention chong siam(which i havent yet seen)).. I know it goes against the conversation of wearing less to look sexy but this is different.. maybe i phrase it wrongly, the word is not sexy, ti is elegant and classy.. all the things that tells me about my baby girl.. cause when u man that loves u as much as i do...its xx (BTW:xx is love..xxx is sex..!!!)..
To mention about wat i feel when i think of u can be appropriately put a song which i jus heard.. U2 - sweetest thing.. honestly his first few lines is like u.."My love, she throws me like a rubber ball " thats my baby doll all over.. including the "Eternal fire, she turned me to straw" is apt for ya ability to destory romance in one fell sweep.. i think u its a skill and if u can find some way to turn it to a living we will be rich..!!! flity rich..!!!
U2 - Sweetest Thing *
My love, she throws me like a rubber ball (Oh, the sweetest thing.) But she won't catch me or break my fall. (Oh, the sweetest thing.) Baby's got blue skies up ahead But in this, I'm a raincloud You know she wants a dry kind of love. (Oh, the sweetest thing.) I'm losin' you, I'm losin' you Ain't love the sweetest thing? I wanted to run, but she made me crawl (Oh, the sweetest thing.) Eternal fire, she turned me to straw. (Oh, the sweetest thing.) I know I got black eyes But they burn so brightly for her I guess it's a blind kind of love. (Oh, the sweetest thing.) I'm losin' you, I'm losin' you Ain't love the sweetest thing? Ain't love the sweetest thing? Blue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girl. (Oh, the sweetest thing.) You can sew it up, but you still see the tear. (Oh, the sweetest thing.) Baby's got blue skies up ahead But in this, I'm a rain-cloud, Ours is a stormy kind of love. (Oh, the sweetest thing.)
Well u were typing about japan yesterday and i got this picture that is rather cute but i expect 2 replies from u.. one is that it is not cute at all and second is that it looks like me..dun know why but ya cute that way thats why got han han that loves u tat much and still do!!!xxxx Well tomolo i am going to study loads of maths till i get blisters but thats the way i should work cause man..its maths.. but i know baby girl didnt do much,right??well i tats where i come in and help do some right??haha.. anyways i can for see how it is goin to be like for us next time.. its me at the table with the taxes and bills with u in the yard with those darn miniture horses that scares ppl( honestly i eat chili sauce in mushroom soup, so trust me when i tell u that this is unnatural..who use small horses??) oh well may be its jus me and every one out there have been wanting one.. but still its not for me..but cuz i got my baby i am glad to have it.. ( muack) .. like ppl say ai wu ji wu..( hope i am right)
Well i been typing like a mad man for the last hour and i would to say that sorry baby girl making u so unhappy today..i know its me most of the time and even if it is u its me.. i guess its one of your supernatural ability but soem how i lioke it.( yup i like it) ( hey at least i am not as weird as those guys who likes to be kicked in the nuts.. i like normal stuff but some how every thing tat my baby do cant be wrong).. Its not that i m SM or anything it is jus that wat ever u do seems so right.. just so right my baby angel.. i love u
Well anyways on the short note i am ORDING on the 6 which is a monday so.. it down right Bi***ing..right now i can feel it.. no more parades.. so yeh.. but i got to do well for my alevels.. and plus my job seeking has been like a walrus in a china shop.. rather easy to find a job but not the one u want..( meaning the walrus smashes most things but not the really expansive china,hmm..sounds weird but i like it..its like ben & jerry's.. big fish!!,cherry garcia!!!..but man are premium ice cream delicious).. i hope my i get a job that is reasonable.. ( plus not many ppl reply to the job request..soooo.. u all are bas*/***,, nah just kidding.)) happy late halloween!!
