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Monday, January 29, 2007
Thinking back...
Thinking back, its been over two years of long-distance. There were ups and there were downs. Things have changed, we have changed from who were once were. I suppose change isn't that bad, is it? Looking back, I can't believe the amount of things we survived through, the situations that came in our way and the "hope" we always had, or rather you had:) You pulled us through all these and I'm so thankful that you did. I guess I still am a very sceptical person but somehow deep inside there's that little hope still in there. Thank you, thank you for everything.
Things are getting better now, but somehow there are still questions in the process of being answered. Will we get the answer this week? I sure hope so, and a positive one too! It seems so near yet so far. I guess, this road that we chose was never an easy path but thank you han for always working through and making it happen. Your the only person's arms I ever wanna be in.
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1/29/2007 06:29:00 AM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Han, I want to apologize for always being so impatient. I know your right that I should always be patient to with you because your my han. But the truth is, patience isn't as easy as is said. In our ever new current situtations happening all I learn is patience, time and time again, patience is the word. I want to be patient with everything, but I guess sometimes I just can't. I can't be all the time, as much as I wanna be. I'm sorry. I am trying to change the way I am, I just need a little more time. For those of you who are thinking that han is a jerk, no, his not (although I tend to say he is when his infront of me:) hehehe...SHhhh...opps, damn, he reads this blog!!Hahaha. I mean your a jerk han! Hehehe XXXX). He didn't force me to change, in fact, he loves the way I am...the change is for me, and not because of him. I want to be a better person, especially an easier YG for han.Thank you han for always being there to hear me whinge:) XXXXX u always.
P.S. Doesn't this look a little like you baby han? Hahaha:)
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1/23/2007 06:53:00 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
From me to you:)
Well, I was looking through and I fell in love with the lyrics of this song. Plz do ignore the front bit..but the chorus is for you han:)
Ｔａｎｋ ／ 專屬天使
我不會怪你 對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽 而妳纖細善良
怎能讓妳為了我被碰傷
小小的手掌 厚厚的溫暖
妳總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想 透過妳的眼光
我才看見它原來在前方
Chorus:
沒有誰能把妳搶離我身旁
妳是我的專屬天使 為我能獨佔
沒有誰能取代妳在我心上
擁有一個專屬天使 我哪裡還需要別的願望
小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也會像妳一樣飛翔
妳想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保護笑容儘管燦爛
要不是妳出現 我一定還在沉睡 絕望的以為 生命只有黑
Repeat Chorus
要不是妳出現 我一定還在沉睡
絕望的以為 生命只有黑夜
Repeat
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1/22/2007 05:03:00 PM
For those of you who do know the circumstance of han's and my relationship will know that its not exactly publisize. Han, knows how I feel about it and I really wanna publisize it till the whole world knows. But...
Han, I know it hasn't been easy being with me but thank you for pulling through with me. I know that with a little more patience, just a little more all our worries will be gone. Just a little more.
Also, I know that we're going through a little hiccup in our future like aways, but I believe that we'll pull thought again, like always. I don't want to tell you this in person because I want you to try your best, but no matter what I know that at the end of the day we'll still be together. I'll always be with you and I'll always be there for you. If this thing pulls through all will be good, but if not, we'll see through this together and make things work. ANLG!
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1/22/2007 05:54:00 AM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Short Story Of Love
How much have any one loved
More than the sands or all of the sea
How many people had loved lost
More than the time that love can be found
Lost at sea or lost in town
Love springs eternal for whomever is around
For love is loss as easy as it is found
My girl, my baby has been more profound
Breaking the luck of love often lost
To changing my heart from the start
Kissing,hugging and hugging some more
I am yogi and she is my doll
Love so sweet it is tenderly
strong and sturdy it will always be
Time my stretch or sunder
But my desire will never slumber
For she has what is nothing but me
But i have seen every thing but she
I love thee , me silly lady
Please be with me
Never say maybe
Muack!!
I love you baby girl.. hope u miss me and well tonight after i finish work rodney suddenly gave me a call and i went to chijmes to meet them..we just sat and talk but it was boring so we decided to play pool near a nasilemak store at tanjong pagar.. but i decided not to stay long as i had to work tomorrow(money baby money).. Davis also called me and to me about his mum's operation tomorrow and i hope every thng will be alrite ( i wan baby to be healty k.. wan to love u long time >_@(this is a wink))
Anyways i reached home at 11 and i decided that i miss u to much and i jus got to let it out.. ( not pen pen)haha..anyways sleep tight k baby girl.. sleep tight k baby muack!!!
Did i gain weight?
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1/16/2007 12:27:00 AM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
( i know u like to see drunk people who get done over by drunk friends)
Chipmunks,Irishmen and pee - drunken stuuupuurrr..argh!!!
Well tonight i did almost nothing but relax but it does feel great ( like sex on the beach with out the sand) (Well if u have to ask ,why no sand than yr to young). Kimz called me out for dinner with Yongz but i jus felt like chilling in..I guess it that time of the year after the hectic newyear/christmas outings you jus feel like staying in, doin absolutely nothing but watch the EPL( MANU WILL WIN..And i do feel like a chipmunk in hibernation(love me nuts!!))..Actually talking about nuts ( not the naughty type), has any one actually saw anyone collect nuts? or does any one seena nut plantation before?( i know i am myopic but i am a city boy(right baby)) Anyways do tell me if u see any i really would like to know..Cause do nuts grow on trees or are they ligumes?( floor grown) And also does any one know how it feels to be kick in the nuts?( man honestly i think all guys do) but do the women know?( baby?) And does it have the same vindication on women ( again baby?) well i guess i will never know and those who knows both sides of the story do share with all, cause that is jus darn interesting ( right baby!)
Well putting aside my trans sexual ( trans sexual not transsexual) queries...Baby i do really miss you so much( plus yr hot ass)(maybe more as than u..jk!!really kidding) i hope your sleeping well and really tuck well in to bed ( plus do keep ya ass warm too =.P)..And baby is it me or is the world's weather a little off than usual?( the chipmunks are in hibernation!!!) Well in the news johor is practically a pond with all of them soon becoming aqua ppl, Uk is cancelling its soccer matches( thats how bad the weather is), Seattle had a snow storm(SNOW STORM!!! wicked) and the south Americans are just getting pissed on( not literally though(u sicko)). So some thing is really wrong firstly , either al gore is right ( global warming) , secondly he is right ( he is so weird) or lastly god's pissed!! well people has always talked about the logical sides of things and that is jus boring so let me talk about the other side ( welcome to the Twilight "No parking" zone) Well pissed means two things in the colloquial drunk irish man dictionary( U TOSSER!!) one is angry and the other is an irishman( drunk).. Well firstly this weather has been pretty sudden and we has always made the big guy up there angry for quite some time so i dun think he would take action so suddenly..( or did was saddam part of his posse!!!hmm). Secondly to say god was drunk (no offence to all who believes in him) is jus ...a!@!@#*(*(!(@(*#( (it jus spells trouble if i continue ( maybe no nookie for me even)) .. anyways all in all the weather is jus crap for low lying people and delicious for me who is jus a bastard ( yeah and baby u are my B~~cH~, together we will rule)
Well hopefully every one keeps dry and pray for a better tomolo which seems rather fair now a days but i am still optimistic. aren t? if u are not than tough but if u are god loves your ass but he is still wants to piss on ya ( da si ai, ma si teng) Hope you all have a great week and god speed ( Not Peed).( love my baby girl loads!!!2)
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1/14/2007 12:05:00 AM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
My Baby
Han, I really am not pulling away from you. It is true that I've been busy with studies and sleeeping (because I was sick and still am, but baby, I do have a 7.45am class this quarter!!So baby has to sleep), but baby I'm still the same me. I really ain't pulling away from you.
Han, you know that I want to share with you my fav. all the time (except fois gras). Hahaha. I still try baby, I still do try to share it with you. Hahaha. I love you baby:) Anyways, in my opinion, your the sweetest baby in the world! And I'm not, I know:) But you really are. You give me my fav foods even though some are your fav too, and pick out my fav food to let me eat. XXXX.
I haven't been dreaming about much or rather I tend to forget them. But lately, you haven't been a jerk, not that I know of anyways:) Hehehe. So its a good sign I think. Nonetheless, thanks for apologizing for the dreams even though its not technically your fault. Hehehe.
I M you so much too baby han.
Hmmm. I'm glad you have responsibilities but don't tire yourself too much too k baby. You don't have to OT if you don't want. Take loads of rest. And han, asking me to remind you of something is the worst, because you know how bad my memory is. Hehehe. XXXXOOOOO. I'm off to study again baby, bye!
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1/10/2007 07:16:00 AM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
He aint heavy his my squrriel _ She is my little lambkins
Baby doll..i just miss u so much.. recently u have just been so cold to me.. all your studying and all your sleeping is really making me miss u way to much.. u seem to be pushing away from me and i guess u have yr reason.. but i wont give up pulling u closer, cuz thats the way i am.. i love u !!
Well this evening i ate bedok "ba chok mee" ( pardon my spelling) and i jus cant help but remember that time when i was in your house and ya mum bought u back the mee. I was not really hungry and i had tired the mee before but u still wanted me to eat the food, it was good but it was the fact that u always wanted to share some thing good with me that made me think your so sweet.. and while i had dinner my thoughts of u gave me diabetes..U INCREDIBLY SWEET GIRL..muack!!!
Anyways what are you dreaming about i wonder.. i always wonder as i always wish that i can be in it..and in the dream in a good way..cause i m always in those dream in a bad way..like cheating on you(which i will nvr do) or leaving you(which i will nvr o too).. so i hope u dream something sweet about me or at least XoXoXX...haha(i hope u know at i m talking about..muahhh)
I do wish i can be with you now so i can wrap my arms around you and just snuggle up to u..while letting you wipe your face into my chest..like you always do my cute girl..Some how i realize that after the trip to America i some how gained to much weight and a little more fuzzy( i think, and i hope not) Kinda like a squirrel through winter hibernation.. and man if u can imagine it..and i hope that you will not try to steal my nuts...hahah( think about it!)
Well anyways i am going to work tomolo and i am actually worried that my boss might think i am a slack worker for not going for so many days..cause she dont say anything it makes it worst... but i am goin to work hard, know i worked hard and get through it.. likely tomolo i am goin to ot.. and ot loads... need money and need to work hard to.. i wan to do the best i can..plus tomolo i'll call soontien.com so chase me if i didnt but i should.. ( its a driving school)
So lets work hard tomolo together k.. I love you baby girl.. i miss you too!!!!!
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1/09/2007 11:20:00 PM
Pictures? I think NOt!
As the title says, no pics! Hahaha. I apologize for all the wordy posts unfortunately I am way to lazy to put up any and I'm not exactly a cam-whore as most Singaporean girls are:) Anyways,if han and I do have readers out there I want to apologize to you. But I would assume that han and I don't have readers so what the heck! This blog is for han and me:) Hehehe. Anyways, Friday had a little hic-cup but its all good now. My sweet han was so worried of that he woke up at 5 am plus to read up on what was wrong with me.
Scenrio: I have been taking cold tablets for 3 days consecutive and up till now I still have no idea what's wrong with me. Anyways, back to the scenrio I was basically faced with giddiness and light-headedness after French. And was so worried that I would faint while walking back home, because that would be absolutely embarassing (I managed to arrive home, so YEH!). So I climbed onto bed thinking that it will be alright only to realize that my head was spinning so badly when I closed my eyes to sleep. In addition, my entire body was so restless. I didn't know what was going on so I called han. I guess I just wanted to hear from him, and proceeded to sleeping.
After the incident, I didn't want to go for "Oshogatsu" but figured that it wouldn't be a wise thing to do, because it was my responsibility as the treasurer to be there. And thank god I went there, everyone was so pissed as the VP for not rocking up because she was sick. My mom called me while I was at the fuction so I told her I would call her back. I spoke to her about it and she just asked me to rest more. So that's that.
Han, I really M U!!Damn it, I hate it that your right!!GGRRR!!
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1/09/2007 06:21:00 AM
Friday, January 05, 2007
In reply to my YOGI!
To my baby:
Han, I M U too:) The first day back was terrible for me! I miss you and my family so much. I don’t know why but I have never missed Singapore so much as I did. I felt so empty. It was alright when I went into the gate and all, as I told you. In fact, I felt relieved. But once I got on the plane, I felt like going back. I don’t know why either. Anyways, things are getting better now that school’s started and when I got my fever:) I want to apologize for all my sniffing and all the “blowing-my-nose” sounds. I apologize for being so unlady like.
Alright, back to replying your blog. Well, yes, you do make me piss but I was too sick to dwell on it, so lucky you! HahahaJ Thank you for researching on the t-cups but all the facts that you’ve told me, I already knew! HahahaJ Yes, I know there isn’t such thing as a t-cup, and I know that they’re the weakest that’s why they’re the hardest among all rear. Thus, the price (only a very experienced breeder can do it). This is the reason why I told you, you need to look for very reliable breeder, because I don’t want my puppy to die in a couple of months. I know that during its puppy years both of us need to take very good care of it and take turns to spend time with it 24/7 especially the first week of month it’s with us because the flight would bring a lot of stress to the puppy. I do realize that if we see the puppy in the drunk like state we have to give it water and sugar immediately or it’ll die, or give it yogurt or some other professional products. Furthermore, I do realize that during its young years we have to keep it really warm and we cannot change the dog food that it was given by the breeder. Baby yogi, I have done these researches and I know what I’m getting myself intoJ You silly baby. I do realize that some breeders do breed them for that, thus they’re more likely to be unhealthy. Thus, you have to look for one breeder that genuinely loves their puppies. It is true that there will be one by accident that will bound to happen, but it is unlikely that it will be white, and its every hard to get one. In addition, you would have to be careful not to let breeders trick you into believing that their puppies are t-cups when they’re not.
Han, I do know how you feel about it, that’s why I told you that I didn’t want it anymore. I know how financially challenging it is for you, my silly dear. Besides, it’s a huge commitment and I’m thinking what will happen to the puppy when both of us go back to Singapore. I don’t want to leave my baby just with anyone, and this baby MT is going to be different from the puppies I have in Singapore as they’re all small breeds but not as vulnerable in health. I don’t want to come back and see that I don’t have my baby MT again. Silly baby, of course I’m not going to let you squash it. E chan is afraid of squashing it too! Hahaha. So what is going to happen is that we’re going to leave a space in my dining room for baby MT and train it to walk in my bathroom when it needs to go. When I’m asleep I’ll bring baby MT to my room so that I can catch up if anything is wrong. Also, we got to check on Baby MT every two hours when she first arrivesJ Silly han, you’re not going to lose me if you don’t get me that puppy. Silly han. I have already told you, I have put in serious thought about it and I realized the financial stress it is on you and what the commitments are if you were to get it for me. So I’m being serious, I really don’t need that puppy and your definitely not going to lose me nor will I be angry. You’re so silly sometimes:) I really appreciate the thought and the gesture though:)
Han, I was awake and I called you, but you didn’t pick up my phone. And you called me when I was in class so I can’t possibly pick up your phone. Anyways, I M U so much.
Lastly, to those techno lovers out there, do check out the new Internet explorer and the new amazing MS office. I’m so so so so so so in love with it now!!hahaha. I know its only MS office but its pretty darn kewl if you ask me:) hahaha.
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1/05/2007 01:17:00 AM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Wicked And The cute Dog!!- White,small and expensive
Hey baby girl i miss u so much and i hope u miss me to, well i wish u get better soon so i can better love u with out u feeling so fustrated at me..i know its me 70% that maked u pissed..anyways i couldnt stop thinkign of u and thus i wanted to get to work on something that cant be done last minute.so i did some research and realized that there is no such thing as tcup puppies.. they jus happen to be the weakest of the lot born by their mothers. Breeders realized this and seeing how much ppl loved them they started to breed them for that.. but i wan us to by one "by accident" not breeded as i think that i to cruel and the defects are more.Wat i mean "by accident" is that the litter has one tcup and it was not planned or breeded.Plus u said 6 weeks right??
Anyways i hope u miss me as much as u hope for a tcup as i love u more than dat..Baby u know i might not completely like such a dog as i am afraid i'll squash it.. but i love the smile on your face and i am afraid to tell u no as i know how u react.. but i am glad i fear ya as iit represents that i m afraid of losing u that why i fear get it..And the reason i explain is cause u let the depression get to u before the good side of things.. so i better tell u i mean well.Cuz i lov e my BABY!!!
i dun know whether your awake already or jus naughty and dun wan to talk to me.. which means u are a naughty girl and needs ()U(&$^&#$^() (stuff that is censored)....
Well its late and i jus know that i cant do with out u so in the immortal words of PLayer:" baby come back"!!!!
MUACK!!@#@
Well read this to understand more about out dog bb..the first answer is froma breeder and i think it helps.. i used her advice to learn more.
Read this to understand how it is and see wat ppl think
Well al this is wat is found that is wat u want or comes the closes
Baby think about how to deal with this esp the first question!
The breeder should require you to:
- Explain why you want a dog.
- Tell her who in the family will be responsible for the pup's daily care, who will attend training classes, where the dog will spend most of her time, and what "rules" have been decided upon for the puppy--for example, will the dog be allowed on furniture?
- Provide a veterinary reference if you already have pets or, if you don't have other pets, she should ask which practices you are considering for your new puppy.
- Provide proof from your landlord or condominium board (if you rent or live in a condominium complex) that you are allowed to have companion animals.
- Sign a contract that you will spay or neuter the dog unless you will be actively involved in showing him or her (which applies to show-quality dogs only).
- Sign a contract stating that you will return the dog to the breeder should you be unable to keep the dog at any point in the dog's life.
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1/04/2007 10:21:00 PM
