He aint heavy his my squrriel _ She is my little lambkins

Baby doll..i just miss u so much.. recently u have just been so cold to me.. all your studying and all your sleeping is really making me miss u way to much.. u seem to be pushing away from me and i guess u have yr reason.. but i wont give up pulling u closer, cuz thats the way i am.. i love u !!

Well this evening i ate bedok "ba chok mee" ( pardon my spelling) and i jus cant help but remember that time when i was in your house and ya mum bought u back the mee. I was not really hungry and i had tired the mee before but u still wanted me to eat the food, it was good but it was the fact that u always wanted to share some thing good with me that made me think your so sweet.. and while i had dinner my thoughts of u gave me diabetes..U INCREDIBLY SWEET GIRL..muack!!!

Anyways what are you dreaming about i wonder.. i always wonder as i always wish that i can be in it..and in the dream in a good way..cause i m always in those dream in a bad way..like cheating on you(which i will nvr do) or leaving you(which i will nvr o too).. so i hope u dream something sweet about me or at least XoXoXX...haha(i hope u know at i m talking about..muahhh)

I do wish i can be with you now so i can wrap my arms around you and just snuggle up to u..while letting you wipe your face into my chest..like you always do my cute girl..Some how i realize that after the trip to America i some how gained to much weight and a little more fuzzy( i think, and i hope not) Kinda like a squirrel through winter hibernation.. and man if u can imagine it..and i hope that you will not try to steal my nuts...hahah( think about it!)

Well anyways i am going to work tomolo and i am actually worried that my boss might think i am a slack worker for not going for so many days..cause she dont say anything it makes it worst... but i am goin to work hard, know i worked hard and get through it.. likely tomolo i am goin to ot.. and ot loads... need money and need to work hard to.. i wan to do the best i can..plus tomolo i'll call soontien.com so chase me if i didnt but i should.. ( its a driving school)

So lets work hard tomolo together k.. I love you baby girl.. i miss you too!!!!!